i wish i could

i wish i could tell you what you mean to me

that my world is dark all around me when you arent there

that the sunshine comes out for everyone

everyone but me

that when im with you im the happiest girl you will ever meet

you dont know

i dont want you to know

you love someone else maybe someone better

i shouldent love you

because its simply not meant to be

in the same way that us humans are not meant to fly

i just cant help how i feel

i dream of the day where i wont love you

but its a dream that will go unfufilled

you love another girl

i bet

shes prettier nicer better smarter than me

but she dosent love you the way that i love you

that with out you happiness dosent seem to be

that the flowers seem dull

and rainbows seem shallow

there arent colours only grey and black

no she dosent love you like i love


but i must face the truth that i will never be with you






lights guide our way

in the dark

when everything

is black the light

will guide you

in your darkest hour

it will make it your brightest hour

they will light up your


you might not see

it but if we didnt

have any light our world would be consumed by darkness

we would not be able to see

the beuty of our planet

or the smile on the face of the person we love the most

light comes in many forms

the sun

a light bulb

a streetlamp

so many things

produce light

we sometimes forget about it

that its part of our world

but have you ever stoped

and wondered what would the world be like with out it?

the girl with the brown curly hair

she walks through  the alley way

a black cat crosses her way

it looks her right into her two hazel eyes

she laughs like a crazy woman

looks up at the sun that radiates her world

keeps on walking

starts skipping

and twirling around in

her flower patterned

strapless dress

in the outside she’s a gleaming happy hyper girl with

smile as her trademark

they think they know the girl that she is

but how can they ever now?

if she herself does not who she is

the only thing that is certain is that she aint

like the rest

she´s simply unique

she is not a pretty girl

or the one with many friends

she´s like that black cat

the odd one out

the girl that never

wins the boy

or the fight

she is simply the girl with that

wide smile , hazel eyes and flower patterned dress

no one knows who she is

she is an unsolved mystery

that girl is me